Tonight the husband is out and at a sports bar. I am not gonna lie, it is extremely hard for me to have him gone. I am sitting here driving myself crazy wondering what is going on. My experiences as a wife that had their husband go out sucks. My ex husband had multiple affairs on me which makes watching my current husband go out a little more difficult. I am do not try to be a controlling wife by any means... I know that he needs some him time... I mean in the year and 4 months we have been married he has not gone out one time... yes 7 of those months he was serving our country in Afghanistan... but still. As I am sitting here... I am trying to think of the last time I went out.. wow! It's hard to believe that it has really been almost 2 years. I have just... stayed home with my kids. I am pretty sure no one reads my blog but me.. and that is ok... not that I know how people get to read it or become a follower or any of that... but sometimes... I just need someone to listen... and unfortunately that someone is a computer. Man, I really am sounding like a pathetic loser. But! On the plus side... I think I am going to start running. I recently started crafting which is oober fun... but I think I need to run. Not to mention, I am out of shape... who knew someone as skinny as I am can actually be out of shape. A boring night of blogging... oh well... I guess I will try to think of something cool to talk about at a later time...
Until we meet again!
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