Joining the blogging world...

Although, I would like to pretend that I know what I am doing when in fact I have no clue. Tonight, I am trying to figure out how to set up my world of blogging which I have no idea how to do. Apparently in the past few years I have really became computer illiterate. I decided to start a blog after reading my friends. I figured why not? At least I will be able to talk and get out some anger or frustrations or just talk about something that had made me happy in that moment of time. In reality though, I do not know why I am bothering because I am probably going to be the only one that see's this... But that is ok too. I decided that I needed to start doing more things for myself.... me time. I cook, I clean, I raise children... it is the same tasks day in and day out. I love my life and family but I just feel like... well I can't even describe that. Lol. I am envious of woman who's homes are sparking clean and who have all the motivation in the world. I think I need more of my own self discipline but in order for me to have all of this I need more energy. Sometimes I feel like I am the only one who is tired every day. I am trying to better my life and grasp the woman and mother that I have always wanted to be. I know it's not going to happen over night but hopefully soon.